Slashcode

Wow.. holy shit, been so long since I've updated. Oh well, matters not. What's up Felix? Long time not write, heh.. Nice to be back, I need to get some shit out, man.. so just listen like you always do.. Well, It definitely is over between me and Emili, at least I know now, so I'm not wondering and shit, she still loves Brian.. Doesn't bother me, it's just that.. i don't want her getting hurt again.. He sounds like a bastard, but she loves him.. why? I don't know.. not really my business, so I'll stay out of it.. I downloaded so much fuckin' rap tonight.. like 10 songs from Kazaa.. and I finally got MY SONG! Usher, Yeah! ..It's so pimp.. heh, it's my Stripping/Moshing/Raving song.. Because.. i can.. just do it, so UHHH! Yeah, anyways.. it was nice that Emili opened up.. she needed to get it out, and I'm glad I was there for her.. but yeah.. i'm alone.. =\ sad.. i don't like it.. but do i have a choice? Em's dad said I "flirt alot" i dont think so.. but even if i do, im aloud to.. its not big deal, isnt that how most people meet and get to know eachother anyways? im not attatched to anyone, so i CAN flirt if i want.. besides, none of the people i "flirt" with want to go out with me, or like me or whatever.. so fuck that! all of it *shrugg* hmm.. what else to write about? i was.. going to get off and call Em at 10.. but it didnt seem like she really wanted to talk.. and i dont go to the curb anymore, cuz none of them want me there.. i know im annoying and shit, so i just stay away, and stay with my friend Kat by the Bush.. *sigh* Im tired.. and im finally going to go to sleep i guess.. i want to try and go skating w/Emili next saturday, if she can go.. she'd have fun, and she wouldnt have to worry about her problems.. but she'll prolly be with Nikki.. *growls softly* Night all.. Bye Felix, keep it tyte pal.. By the way.. don't forget to look out for my upcoming band, (Kylie Boned Me Rotten)